I met a mother who gave birth and wept for me, And then I learned of life. I met a sister who didn’t recognize me up to this day, And then I learned of loyalty. I met a grandmother who never held me, And then I learned of loneliness. I met little girls who threw … Continue reading Truth is a woman.
Vanity. I need to get rid of it. Vanity is the house on which we build our so called self-esteem, a modern way to be controlled by society. But vanity is the engine we all blind folded use to seek our Ego unconsciously, vanity turns into the house we build for our self-love, in all … Continue reading The glass house
Healing and patience, Those are my main life words ever since I was brought up to this world, they're not rare though, we all need them both, they are intricate yet inherent to us. I don't wanna wave goodbye to 2017 just yet, or my 25s, although I wish I did just since this year … Continue reading The expectation of reality -a life update
Did I tell you about that time when I lost my poems forever and ever? I don't think I have... well that happened 😦 When I got my first computer for my 15th birthday I really got into writing there, before that I used to write on any journal I could posses as my own, … Continue reading A little rant and memories
Story time! ...so, yes I haven't been writing here as much as I would love to, and boy don't we just love when people explain their excuses online?, yeah this girl right here studies philosophy, writes since she was a fetus (and like a fetus) so she MUST have ideas all-the-time, right? Well no, Also yes, … Continue reading A will to live, write & learn…
Grief. “Grief is the conflicting feelings caused by the end of or change in a familiar pattern of behavior.” Emotional adaptation. A set of steps towards persistence of memory. Pain?. Yesterday, I experienced grief in two ways, the passing of my closest old uncle, and the passing of being in a relationship to being alone. … Continue reading Grief.
I have been struggling with my own mind trying to find the right time to write, to know what to write, and how. But the more I question these things, the more I bother my "inspiration" and self-doubt. And though they make it look easy, in the newspapers, social websites, other blogs, videos, etc., my motivation … Continue reading Comparison and How I cope with being Uninspired
Ever since I was little I never cared too much about New Year’s Eve, and its celebrations, It seems like with the passing of time this feeling has gotten stronger, but also aged in a way that the “collectivity” of celebrating it makes me feel a bit bitter, although I am thoroughly not against it. … Continue reading A New Year’s Resolution?